Sitting, waiting, wishing...

Just had a long vacation...well deserved....

I had fun....had drinks..smoked my life away...comtemplated on a lot of things that's missing in my life...Here's a glimpse of the beatiful and scenic Puerto Galera:

For the first time, I was able to think clearly....

I was thinking about my job....I'm not complaining but sometimes it gets to me....I am pressured all the time and even with my last nerve, people still get on it! Sucks big time...

But I'm hopeful, things will change in no time.

I thought about my lovelife as well....flourishing as ever...so that's a no brainer right there.


Peer life....my friends are still with me....But I only have 1 BFF and I'm missing her so much.


I'm not gonna try the afterlife anymore...I'm just lucky thinking that now I have a purpose...

Daughtry: It's Not Over

My job is taking a toll on me....I work 12 hours for it and yet I feel so underpaid!!!


Fuckin' sucks.... I hate my job but I need the money... what else can I do?

My boss is an ass-kissing, personality disordered, bad joker, party pooper...imagine that guy to be the one breathing down your neck...





Well...when life is treating yah like shit....SING!!



I was blown away
What could I say It all seemed to make sence.
Your takin away everything And I can't do without.
I try to see the good in life.
The good things in life are hard to find.
We're blowin away, blownin away
Can we make this something good?

Well I'll try to do to it right this time around
It's not over, Try to do it right this time around
It's not over But a part of me is dead and in the ground.
This love is killin me But your the only one It's not over.

I've taken all I can take
And I cannot wait
We're wastin too much time
Bein strong, holdin on
Can't let it bring us down
My life with you means everything
So I won't give up that easily
Blowin away blowin away
Can make this something good?
Cause it's all misunderstood?

Well I'll try to do to it right this time around
It's not over, Try to do it right this time around It's not over
But a part of me is dead and in the ground.
This love is killin me But your the only one It's not over.
You can't let this get away

Let it out, let it out Don't get caught up in yourself Let it out.
Let's start over Well try to do to it right this time around
Its not over But a part of me is dead and in the ground.
This love is killin me But your the only one It's not over.
Lets start over Its not over
This love is killin me
But your the only one
It's not over

Happy Holidaze!!

I love this season, it's the only time I can honsetly say that I'm happy and always in a good mood.

I haven't had a bad week at all. Everything seems pretty much up to par with what I expect. The people around me is good, no hassles, no mess, no fuss. Oh there is one thing though:

I hate last-minute Christmas shopping! People tend to be irate and violent just to get in line first or get the hottest thing first. I had to fist-fight a woman for those pair of nine west shoes!

I had to go through the heavy traffic and long lines at the parking lot, waiting and waiting for a spot where I can park. I'd rather commute but the trains are packed as well! If there was only the teleporting thing...

I have gifts for everyone, If I could I would even have a gift for my dog! I love giving gifts, it makes the person happy and I'm happy as well seeing him/her smile.

This is the only season that I don't constantly complain about something. The season that I finally give something back for all the things I took. The time that I am good to my enemies and frienemies. The moment that I only get shit-faced drunk and feel good about it in the morning.

I love Christmas. Gives me the HoliDaze!!!!

See ya'll in the year of the PIG!!oink...oink!!

My Latest Addiction: Grey's Anatomy

Enough said.

I have become a convert. I usually don't watch medical shows before like ER abd Chicago Hope. But when I saw the very first episode of Grey's Anatomy, I was hooked.

Meredith Grey and Derek Shepherd are like PBJ. They go along together so well it's so painful not to see one episode a week. After completing the 1st and 2nd season DVD, I can proudly say that I am a "MerDer" fan.

The soundtrack is awesome as well. I love the songs. Reminds me of Felicity a lot. The notable quotes has such striking power that sometimes it hits me hard.

So folks, I'm not forcing you to watch it. I'm just saying it's a good show. It exceeded what I was expecting of another dramedy medical show. Definitely got dibs on Dr. McDreamy.

McDreamy vs. McSteamy -----> Derek!

McDreamy vs. McVet -----> Derek!

Memorable Quotes:

[Meredith Grey]: Okay, here it is, your choice... it's simple, her or me, and I'm sure she is really great. But Derek, I love you, in a really, really big pretend to like your taste in music, let you eat the last piece of cheesecake, hold a radio over my head outside your window, unfortunate way that makes me hate you, love you. So pick me, choose me, love me.

[Derek Shepherd]: [to Addison] Christmas makes you want to be with people you love. I'm not saying this to hurt you, or because I want to leave you, because I don't. Meredith wasn't a fling. She wasn't revenge. I fell in love with her. That doesn't go away because I decided to stay with you.

Favorite Song (that is apparently from Felicity as well!): Scratch by Kendall Payne

Rants Vol 1.0 (Currently Playing: Hummingbird)

Why is it that everytime I work at a new job there is always that one person who will hate you because she envies you.

There is always that one person who will always sabotage everything about your career. He/she will make it a life's motto for them not for you to get any good stuff from your work.
That person will hinder you, look at you with preying eyes, breathe donw your neck and always criticizes you.

I really don't mind them. And I do not, I repeat...I DO NOT fight with an fugly person. Why? coz...you might also get that person's vibe just by looking at her. yeck!! Better go to a dermatologist first before you can fight with me!!!!

Another thing. If you want to say something to me, say it to my face and not behind my back. I'd rather hear it bluntly from you so I won't have to think about it anymore.
I hate people taling behind my back. I find it insulting and very unethical.

So, if you're reading this....go to hell.

The latter, if you are reading this....fuck you pay me!

I hate being told. I hate rules, I hate conformity. I hate this world!!

Travelling to work: sucksCellphone status: fucked up

iPod video: wrecked

Cigi's: LOTS

Purse: emptyBack up Mp3 player: John Mayer all day, all night

LSS: Hummingbird

RSI: right about now...ouch!!!

Food: pizzaDrink: wine (duckhorn red)

Daydream: whoelse? Train

Fucking ungly! fucking fucker! @&#(^$^%!%&!!!!!!!!!!!!!Bus: @(^#*$%*^!(&@(^(!!!!!!!!!!!!

JOHN MAYER IN A VW COMMERCIAL?!?!?

I cannot believe this...did chut sold himself out?

I like Volkwagens, but I didn't expect my favorite musician to do a commercial with it! Shame on you monkey boy!

But I gotta say, the new VW V-Dub is cool, coz it comes with the new First Act guitar. You can plug it in your car and strum away! Imagine driving this baby with a strat in your arms...(ATTENTION BEETLE MAKERS: I'm in dire need of a new car...and guitar if you can throw it in too...)

Anyway, it's his birthday today...huh...Johnny is a libran just like me. No wonder we think alike. Non-conformists UNITE!! He's 29, I'm 24....yuppies? I think my generation should be called "guppies" though. I'm not telling you why. Too XXX for this blog.

Good thing VW didn't mention "this is John Mayer" in the ad, or that will totally ruin the promotion. I give snaps for their marketing. Genius. Click the link and watch the clip.

I want that guitar, too bad JM had to play it, apart from his favorite Fender stratocasters...It's nice though. Goes with my white-laden room.

Again, have a good one JM.

OKTOBERFEST HERE I COME! MOVE, BITCHES!!!

Sleep.
watch TV
check my mails
run errands
cry over something silly
drink beer
have sex???(Yeah well, let's face it we all have or needs right?)

I have tons of things to do and it all still doesn't make sense to me. First, a job that only make ends meet and which I don't enjoy so much, the fucking LTO giving me a hard time with my renewal, travelling to and fro to that fucking job, dealing with hard-headed people, dealing with stubborn people!

I don't want to have wrinkles before I'm 30.

I wish I was at boracay right now, I don't care if it's damn cold!

It's Oktoberfest, where are my friends?Hell with them I'm going...

Anyway, blogging and doing my online job is mych more rewarding. More free time, more stuff to do yet the pay is ...well...

Do I have to fall alseep, with roses in my hand?

I'm not together, but I'm getting there.